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 Daily Reflection – Discipline, Wealth Within, and Vision

Today has been such a beautiful day. I can hardly comprehend the depth of my feelings. I rose a little late, close to 3 a.m., but made sure by 3:30 I was already on my yoga mat. Push-ups, breathwork, stretching, opening the body — especially my spine, where I feel much of my old pain and healing lies. Breathing into the body, squeezing it tight, listening to wisdom, I feel this practice becoming more real every day.

Before moving into my postures, I looked up and saw countless stars. So many, I’ve never seen that many at once. It reminded me of the vastness of life, and how my journey is opening into something larger. Step by step, I am walking myself back into running. I want to see this body move again, in sport and in strength.

I also feel a deep certainty that my chance of becoming a billionaire is real. This is not just about money, but about the mastery of the mind. Over the years, I have studied suffering, fate, and survival. I have lived through poverty, illness, and struggle. And what I discovered is that when you stop chasing outside things and listen to your inner being, you unlock true wealth. To reach that stage of mind, one must first let go of the need to prove themselves through material gain. You must taste what it is like to have nothing, in order to realize that you already have everything within.

This stage of mind is not something special about me — it is simply the result of strict discipline, faith, and listening deeply. That is why I see myself now as a reminder, not a teacher. No one can teach you how to tap into yourself; but I can remind you of the excellence already inside of you.

Through this, I’ve also learned something about people: often, when the mindset is rooted in control or unhealed wounds, it cannot truly help anyone. Whether in recovery groups or in personal relationships, when the focus is on control instead of healing, the result is limitation. That is why I no longer rely on these systems to “fix” me — my healing has already begun from within. Still, I remain present, because even in those spaces, I may be able to shine light on the deeper, psychological side of things.

I realize also that many people I once shared my time with do not respond to me today. I know it is not personal; it is often because I don’t yet live in a big house or show outward success. And though it hurt at first, I now see that even this inspires me. It pushes me further into my vision.

I am grateful. Truly grateful. I chant daily: I want to become a billionaire. Not because of greed, but because wealth is power — the power to inspire, to lead, to uplift. I see how Western culture used that vision of wealth to dominate, and I want to reverse that by teaching discipline, inner strength, and true healing.

This is my vision: to be a motivational speaker, to share this journey, to awaken people to the wealth within themselves. I want my words and my story to go viral, not for fame, but so the truth of this discipline and inner richness can reach the world.

I am grateful.